As I mentally made my list of all that needed to be done, I became overwhelmed. The next step for me always is to check my motives and ask myself “Is this for the glory of God?” or “Am I glorifying me?” The answer always comes speedily when I realize that there is nothing for me to fix! Humbly turning to God and accepting His guidance, the load quickly lightens, freeing me up to do anything that needs to be done. Isaiah 41:13 states “For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.” Today, I will listen for direction and remove my ego and human will. “Speak Lord, for thy daughter listens.”
While studying and praying this morning and feeling gratitude and love, had a brief conversation with someone and it didn’t fit my picture. Irritation came sneaking in when I was reminded of my recent prayer to see God in everything! Remembering that the carnal mind as mentioned in the Bible is very subtle and always out to steal our joy, I immediately smiled to myself and said “gotcha” knowing that was what it was. Vanity or emptiness certainly doesn’t come from God.
Psalm 105:4 states ” Look to the Lord and His strength; seek His face always.” So thrilled that I caught it so soon thinking back over times when it may have taken me days to be that aware. Once again, I will practice seeing God in everything!
As I ponder this title, once again I am reminded that now is all there is! My husband just walked in to tell me that he just read “We are thought to be witnesses, not prosecuting attorneys.” I really like that for I am tempted to not only judge another, but myself as well. Comparisons follow that line of thinking and lead either to feelings of pride or inferiority and sometimes, both. Right at that time, I choose to correct that thinking and replace it with Love for myself and then, I can Love others as well.
Proverbs 3: 11-12 states “My son, do not despise the Lord’s discipline and do not resent His rebuke, because the Lord disciplines those He loves, as a father the son he delights in.” By releasing all human outlining, I can see only spiritual growth going on and that is seeing through God’s eyes. Today, I choose to be alert and catch early on, any erroneous thinking and stay in the Now!
This morning as I was awakened by a telephone call where someone needed prayerful support, I was instantly reminded of my prayer yesterday. My prayer is always to do good daily and be always willing to turn to God immediately. While I was thinking along these lines, I was led to Matthew 20:30 which reads “Behold, two blind men sitting by the way side, when they heard that Jesus passed by, cried out, saying, ‘Have mercy on us, O Lord, thou son of David.'” This took place while Jesus was on His way to Jerusalem where He was met with betrayal, condemnation and crucifixion, but He stops to heal them.
After reading this, I became so aware that rather than turn people away, He gladly and lovingly received them, no matter what was going on. Shouldn’t I do the same?
This morning, as I study, the thought came about a recent conversation I overheard regarding a quarterback whose team is going to the championship game. He was being praised while I immediately was reminded that he wouldn’t be that great if he didn’t have good receivers. Then, was thinking about how needed the blockers were! As I was thinking along this line, I thought when someone is healthy but has a broken-down car, a good car mechanic would be much greater than a doctor.
Soon my heart filled with love and gratitude for everyone, no matter what his station in life must be. I was led to think about prayer and often we may want to ask God to bless our plans rather than ask Him what His plan is for us. Today I will be praying with Jeremiah 29:11 which states “‘For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'”
There is so much to do today as I feel I may have over-extended myself. Company coming and so many other things that need to be done to get ready for them. Then there possibly is a change of plans which tend to irritate somewhat. Peace and harmony are no where to be found in my consciousness. All at once, I am drawn to Luke 10:39-42 which reads “She had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord’s feet listening to what He said, But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made, She came to Him and asked, ‘Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!’ ‘Martha, Martha, ‘ the Lord answered, ‘ you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed, Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.'”
Of course, human footsteps need to be taken, but not at the expense of wringing my hands and planning down to the final detail. Today, I will not humanly outline, but listening to God’s direction and act accordingly. This is how I find peace and harmony.
Today as I work about fasting, not from certain foods and amounts, but of thoughts I entertain. My prayer is asking for guidance, discernment and wisdom as I remove any and all discordant thoughts to be replaced by loving ones. The more I am aware, the easier it becomes to recognize anger, bitterness, envy , no matter how subtle it is. When my thinking is pure, my entire life seems to fall into place and I give gratitude for this!
Jeremiah 29:11 states ” ‘For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not t harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'” This can only be seen when my thinking is cleared of darkness; and instead, is filled with Love.