The following paragraph is from the above article written by Kate W. Buck and spoke volumes to me. It reads “The thought of self-surrender illustrated by the process through which a seed must pass before bringing forth its fruitage. When a seed falls into the ground, it must give up itself, so to speak, before there can be growth and progress. It is common to see a tightly shut bud out of which will come a beautiful rose. When the time of preparation is over, there is an obedient willingness to yield this phase of experience that the larger development may occur.”
That tells me to cease outlining my need which God knows better than I. God’s will, not mine. John 14:26-27 states “But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”