While at my desk studying and praying, I glanced out at my courtyard and saw birds playing in the birdbath, squirrels chasing one another up the trees and more birds on my bird feeder. Do they really know what is going on in the real world? That is the real world!! They choose to be joyous and play and be a part of God’s beauty. No, that is not being in denial by watching them but my prayer is to see more and more what God is seeing. Hatred and bitterness is not of the kingdom of God and perfect Love cast out all fear. We certainly cannot hear God if our thoughts are so filled with chaos.
Right here, right now God is with us and never leaves us. Psalm 13:5-6 states “But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, for He has been good to me.” My part in all of this is always to love more and more which is the only way I can see the real world.
This morning as I was thinking about obstacles, I was reminded of Matthew 17:20 which reads “And He said to them, ‘because of the littleness of your faith; for truly I say to you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, move from here to there, and it will move and nothing will be impossible to you.'”
What that says to me is to keep my focus on God/Good and the mountain becomes a pebble. Never keep your focus on the obstacle! It is so much more than staying positive. It is total faith that God knows what He is doing and is working His purpose out and it blesses all! Today I will trust Him totally.
The day before yesterday while talking with a friend, he told me of a call his wife had earlier that morning while they were studying their Bible Lesson together. Her daughter had called from another state where they were going to be for about six weeks. They had recently purchased a home in the same city where my friend lives. She asked her mother if she would find a pest control company to exterminate their home while they were away and my friend’s wife replied she would later that day.
After hanging up, she resumed studying with my friend. As soon as they finished the doorbell rang and when she opened the door, it was a pest control salesman going door to door in the neighborhood looking for business. If he had come thirty minutes earlier, she would have thanked him and sent him on his way, but she gave him her daughter’s number instead. God’s timing is always perfect.
This was not a coincidence but God in action. As we begin to see God, He shows up everywhere. Psalm 20:7 states “Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.”
As I study the conversion of Paul and while he was still Saul persecuting the Christians, Ananias was called by God to go and heal him after he was blinded by the Truth. Acts 9:11-12 states “And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the street which is called Straight, and inquire in the house of Judas for one called Saul, of Tarsus: for, behold, he prayeth, And hath seen in a vision a man named Ananias coming in, and putting his hand on him, that he might receive his sight. Surely, Ananias would be fearful for going to such a man. Recently, I read a wonderful poem entitled “Ananias”.
“I heard you, Lord: ‘Heal him’. But…may I say a word? This Saul–haven’t I heard about Jerusalem and how he scorched us there–the violence, terror, despair?”
Ananias, what matters to us nineteen centuries since is that you shattered such logic and listened. Routing your own resistance, you trusted, freeing the verse of your heart with the rhythm of intuition. Love-led, you dared face hatred with compassion.
Not that you didn’t question–we all have. But out of that blaze you came, wide-eyed and childlike, to uncritical innocence.
Without your kind, the Sauls would be nothing but blind.
Author-Rushworth M. Kidder
This story hits home to me as I sometime wonder if God knows the entire story of what He is asking me to do. Yes, He always does and today I will listen and obey.
Yesterday morning as I drove an hour and a half one-way to read the Bible Lesson with some people, the fog was so heavy I could barely see the entire trip. This had happened once before and I remembered praying so hard that I could almost hear God tell me to keep my eyes on the car ahead. That and trust in Him was all that I had needed. Then I remembered that at times I want to know how God is going to work things out ahead of time. Daily he guides me and that is all that is necessary.
2 Corinthians 4:18 reads “So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” When I flip a switch, a light comes on and when I turn a key, the car starts. These are things I know , so shouldn’t I trust God in every situation?
While working with the story of “Goliath” this morning, I am reminded of the many Goliaths in the world today. They usually are large and scary looking and may come in the guise of a disease or lack of finances or relationship problems. But, as David knew, the battle is always God’s and certainly should be scary if we think it is ours. David never compared himself to Goliath, but knew there was no comparison to God.
1 Samuel 17:45,46 says “Then said David to the Philistine, Thou comest to me with a sword, and with a spear, and with a shield: but I come to thee in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom thou hast defied. This day will the Lord deliver thee into mine hand;”
Today I will trust God with everything.
“Be still and know that I am God.” is from Genesis 46:10 and is how I begin each morning. With that verse, outside thoughts can be quietened as I listen for God. The first thing that is overcome is fear and doubt, which is mesmerizing and hypnotizing. Sometimes, it takes longer than others, but my thinking needs to be receptive and humble and can only reach that stage when fear is gone.
When I realize that God is always here, not just when I need Him to clean up a mess that I have made but He also preserves Good, which is ongoing. There are times, when it is less obvious, but when I trust Him completely, He reveals what I need to know and always has. My heart is filled with humility and gratitude as I see proof of Him everywhere.