This morning as I was praying about a specific issue, “yeah, but” popped into my thought as it will from time to time. What seems to follow is a negative and anxious idea which wants to zap me of any joy! Right then, right there by turning to God wholeheartedly I can humbly pray to understand more of God and my relationship to Him and get my freedom. It becomes more pronounced and obvious rather than subtle and is so much easier to see. Deuteronomy 33:12 states “About Benjamin he said; ‘Let the beloved of the Lord rest secure in him, for He shields him all day long, and the one the Lord loves rests between his shoulders.'”
Also, following the “yeah, but” seems to be a magnetic pull on my thought that leads into darkness and heaviness if I am not careful. By knowing the Truth that God/Love is all in all soon dispels that feeling and I welcome my joy!